Feeling: Embarrassed

The people around me all jeer and laugh. I feel sick to my stomach, and my heart is racing. The crowd of people all make faces at me. I can feel my face getting redder by the second. I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I start to feel dizzy, like the whole world is spinning. Like the walls are closing in around me. I can just imagine the cruel nicknames that will come of this. “Mud Faced Monster” or “Dirt Pile”. The people here are merciless. Do they not understand this feeling? Surely they understand. Surely, they understand how unbearable being embarrassed is.